G has not been here for the past week and a half. I have a weekly appointment that she normally drives me to because I’m not sure if I can drive home when i leave it yet. So i had to find a driver yesterday. I asked SD in the morning and he was able to do it. I’ll be honest – i hated asking him because i think i’ve said before, i don’t like having to depend on nor do i want to be a bother to anyone. I plan to drive home the next time I go so that I can get a feel for if I can go by myself in the future.
Well i mentioned to SD and naturally i get bouff (chastised). He told me to “don’t be stupid!”, “stop acting up!”, “u should depend on us just like we depend on u” and “stop being so sensitive!”. I have to admit, it made me smile. It DOES feel good to know that I have friends on whom i can depend at any given time and I am really not a bother. I can’t help it tho – i really hate to have to ask anyone for favours because I like to be able to go where i want when i want but I know that in my situation, that cannot always be the case.